Oh, why hullo there.
It's been a while hasn't it? (Blows pixel dust away)
Welp. In its most obvious form: I'm back because the semester has ended. Hurrah!
Relaxed at home, it's passed midnight and I've not a single worry to weight my brow. I am a free man, with shoulders broad and tall, and a grin I am mustering my strength to hold.
It has been yet another tiring semester: days gone, lulled by too much sleep from the nights of too little; And my heels still callus against the pavement.
To be just as tired and relieved is both a curious feeling, and a splendid one. It's a feeling that speaks of a journey well traveled, and a course - exhausting as it may be - well hurdled.
Despite my trivially occurring lack of will along the lines; despite my blistering failures and downfalls - it has been quite a success this semester. I have learned more language than I could have possibly gotten from any book: the weights of the world that once trembled me, have made themselves glorious - in plaque - on my chest.
Like Superman's much valued "S" I stand proudly the same, but without much ado of the word "super," I carry the word Survivor, and cradle it like a baby, afraid to drop its fame to the ground.
It may not seem like much to many - or any, at all - but to me it's my everything. To lose my faith to survive, has in fact almost lost my faith to live.
Triumphed I have, to step back, away from the border line.
Call me dramatic - go ahead - you're probably right.
But if you knew at least my nights at yonder, or even at all: have you know I have escaped tight ropes with the skim of my shoulder. I still have this unnerving (flesh) wound to show you.
Thank you, to my everyday, to every semester, and probably to every year that teaches me to be stronger.
Though I my falters may be steep, I strive harder with every stroke on the back, or every bullet cocked in its barrel, to make it better.
And I hope (despite what I may on other days hope otherwise).. that I will always strive, to a someday's forever.
Here's to another finished semester, and also, in utter rarity: to a blue moon's positive note, from yours truly.
Cheers!
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